Ayo GG!

Did you know she's starring in a drama with lee minho!!!!! omfffgggggggg i never shipped this pairing but after hearing about this, I'M SHIPPING HARRRDDDD!!! GOODNESS THEY LOOK GOOD TOGETHER ALREADY!!! AND I LOVE SHIN HYE!
 
oh and yonghwa's in it -_- seriously let him work with different actresses geez.

ayo gg!
 

 

 

 
Why do i keep feeling so depressed. I should've gotten over it a long time ago. im trying so hard to think about something else. trying to make myself happy. trying not to think about it. everytime i do, my heart just breaks about how I'll never be good enough. for him. for everyone. I start think about how isolated I feel. No matter how many times i've laughed and smiled for people, I still feel isolated. i don't know how to put my exact feelings into words. its so hard to. to put it short, im not as happy as I may seem. but all I can do is smile for people, and hopefully that'll affect me too.

bad quality effort set.
 

 

 
wow when was the last time i made a set? hahaha. let's see. what happened?
 

1. I was busy. school work, babysitting, and personal stuff.
 
2. I got bored of this site. I don't really enjoy making these sets. it's something that I do when I don't have anything else to do.
 
Well lately (forever) have been a anti-social person. It's not that I don't like people. I just like staying at home with my computer and bed. But lately I've been feeling dull. depressed. down. gloomy. unmotivated. That's because of a guy. AHOHOHOAOAHOAHOOHOHO! lol. I rarely waver over a guy. But i cried for the first time over one. Like last week. it was a one-sided love. I had my hopes up but when I saw he liked someone else, my heart just shattered. I cried for an hour and then again when i was sleeping. After that I felt useless, sad, like there was no purpose in my life. But i'm someone who gets over things quickly so I got over him.
 
but i still felt down, so I hung out with people. people who I enjoyed spending time with. And i swear I have never laughed so hard in my life! idk one time i just laughed until I cried and it felt good. it felt like all the weight on my shoulders were gone. yeah. so that's all. I still have yet to get rid of these depressing thoughts but im on my way there. bye! see ya in 23465787 months! lol

i love this concept! fell in love with the song the first time i heard it!
 
i finally ordered my igab all member album. a little late huh. lol. now i wanna get yoona's album because her's is my fave.

well 2012 was an interesting year for me. it flew by quickly.
 
i didn't like it. i didn't fulfill my 2012 resolutions. i didn't achieve anything great. i felt like i actually stooped lower in terms of life ha.
 
i didn't have any optimism about 2013 i know it's just gonna be another year where i try to improve myself but i stay the same. i have a lot of worries right now and idk how im gonna get rid of them this year.
 
one resolution that i've been having since 4 years (maybe 5) ago is to gain more confidence in myself. each year i say i must gain higher self esteem. I suffer from really reaaaaallllllllllllyyyyyyyyy low self esteem. it's been a problem since middle school and each year i try to improve. but my self esteem has gotten better by a millimeter. yeah.
 
another resolution is to become healthier. lately i've been only eaten fatty and salty stuff (i blame school) and it's taken a toll on how i function. i have no energy to do anything, im more tired, and i've gotten more chest pains than normal.
 
and i've gained weight and it shows on the outside lol.
 
lastly, find out what i wanna do with my life. let's face it. im most likely not gonna become a kpop star unless a miracle happens and SM some how wants me to join lol. i wanna live a good life where i can support myself and future family.
 
so guys, that's all. have a good 2013 and hopefully the economy this year is better.

im only getting 2 hours of sleep tonight because im feeling nauseous. so im getting bored and made a set.

i love everything about christmas except the cold

finally made a set in like, what... 3 months lol idk.
 
school is hectic.
 
anyways. i love listening to snsd's new song flower power and beep beep (cute song btw)
 
and Ukiss' take me away (such a wonderful slow song)
 
sorry for sucky set. i lost my skills. lol
 
ooh and ilove dancing to miss a i dont need a man and u kiss stop girl :)

Long time no talk!!
 
School is such a hassle. Too much hw. But i need to focus more on school work. im aiming for that 4.0 you guys!
 
Anyways, I just wanted to say hello.
 
And that I've been feeling lost lately. Like, im not happy. nor am i sad. I'm neutral. I don't look forward to what the day has to give. I'm not mad at anything. I feel kind of.. blegh. This age is when i should find out what i wanna be as an adult. my older sis wants to be a nurse. and im like, wow i wanna do something that makes money but things in the medical sound boring and im not fit for all that blood. the only thing i wanna do is become an idol. yeah right. I dnt wanna be anything that has to do with writing (ew) I feel like if i wanted to do something that will be full proof ( as in i make a lot of money) I would love to be an interior designer. or an idol (kekeke) or a makeup artist. or something that i enjoy doing. that obviously doesn't include being a doctor.
 
idk i just feel like everything is a blur. nawmsayin

LOVE LOVE LOVE Secret's new song Poison!!! It so sexxxxyyyyyyyy~~
 

I think i've made my decision about which college i want to go to. I wanna go to FIDM.
 
I was hesitant about this choice because I wanted to have a good paying career but my mom said do what you like to do and I'll support you so that kind of knocked some sense into me :D